right now, i’m on the verge of sleep but i can’t rest yet.  i’m still manning our websites and customers are asking questions.  but gosh, i’m so tired…i feel like i will sleep for a day when i do get some shut-eye.  then again, it’s my nanny’s day-off tomorrow.  it’s her daughter’s recognition day so she’ll be gone the rest of the day.  so, still no rest for the weary.  thank god, my daughter is sound asleep.  she’s so cute when she’s sleeping, you want to wake her up so you could watch her to fell asleep again.  she’s adorable she makes me feel less tired whenever i look at her.

i’m a mom now and taking care of my baby and my family has taken much of my time for several months and i find it hard to relinquish my hold on my angel, keirah.  but now, i think i can do other stuffs that’s just for me.  sometimes when you get involved too much on just one or two aspects of your life, you tend to lose your individuality and little things seems to upset you too much.  i think what i’m trying to say is that i’m trying to find some semblance of balance and normality in my life.  i feel like most of my life, i just drift from one thing to another without really considering and consciously deciding what i’m getting into.  it seemed much easier to let others take the decisions out of hands and just to go with the flow as they say.